开始降温了
The Temperature Is Starting to Drop
English translation by AI · 英文由 AI 翻译
Translated from Chinese by AI. Tap any paragraph to see the original.
在骤降的秋雨中独自散步，重温着旧电影与脑海中的旋律，在体悟自我成长的心境变化时，也多了一份接纳生活现状的坦然
Walking alone in the sudden autumn rain, revisiting old movies and melodies in mind, while realizing changes in my own growth, I also find a bit more calm acceptance of the current state of life.
前天和今天傍晚出门散步。同样的时间，同样的地点，开始下起不大不小的雨，于是被迫开始雨中散步。是的，要开始降温了，又可以感受到秋天了。
I went out for a walk in the evening both the day before yesterday and today. At the exact same time and place, a moderate rain began to fall, forcing me to start walking in the rain. Yes, the temperature is starting to drop, and I can feel autumn again.
正好最近找来《午夜巴黎》和《纽约的一个雨天》这两部电影看，相当应景，只是一个人的雨中散步怎么也说不上浪漫。
以前不知道看过的书和电影等作品对自己有什么影响，隐隐约约说不出来。这次再看《午夜巴黎》的时候，心中升起了一种我确实被它们影响过的笃定感，或许这就是关于经历与智慧在我身上起到的一些积极变化。
I didn't use to know how the books I've read and the movies I've watched affected me—it was something vague that I couldn't quite put into words. Re-watching Midnight in Paris this time, a sense of certainty arose in my heart that I have indeed been influenced by them. Perhaps this is one of the positive changes that experience and wisdom have brought to me.
没几年之前，我极端地认为人不应该有太多变化，至少不应该一百八十度地转变态度，多幼稚。现在觉得人有变化才是在成长。
Not so many years ago, I held the extreme view that people shouldn't change too much, or at least shouldn't make a complete 180-degree turn in their attitude—how naive. Now I feel that people only grow when they change.
假期开始时，妈妈联络我的时候，说的话题和上一次、再上一次几乎没有什么不同。我很久没有感受到她的观点有改变，她自己也认同，并且也不以为意。
当然，对家人，我们不该有任何的奢求。事实上，希望任何人改变都是一种不成熟的病态心理。只是我还没有达到与家人聊任何话题、度过任何时光都会是一种享受的境界。
Of course, we shouldn't expect anything from our family. In fact, wanting anyone to change is a sign of an immature and unhealthy mindset. It's just that I haven't yet reached the state where talking about any topic or spending any time with my family is a pure pleasure.
洗澡的时候，脑海里突然响起一阵旋律：
If we never learn, we been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets?
The bullets.
While taking a shower, a melody suddenly rang in my mind:
If we never learn, we been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets?
The bullets.
思索了大概一两分钟，终于想起来歌名。然后又开始想为什么会突然想起这首歌，我洗澡的时候明明哼的是另外一首歌。或许什么原因都没有。或许有一条乍现又隐蔽的回路线索，那就是——降温了。
After thinking for a minute or two, I finally remembered the title of the song. Then I started wondering why I suddenly thought of this song, especially since I was clearly humming a different one while showering. Perhaps there is no reason at all. Or perhaps there is a sudden yet hidden thread of connection—that the temperature is dropping.